So I had a very interesting week last week. One I won’t go in to just yet. (Don’t you hate when people do that? lol.) The thing that was so interesting about it was that I realized, in like one day, I have been doing it all wrong. Like life. I’ve been doing life all wrong. I know how I’m supposed to do it, but I haven’t been doing it that way for quite a while. I’ll explain…
When I work with clients intuitively we always talk about the Law of Attraction and how you need to vibrate at as high a level as you can as often as you can. In other words, practice being happy, have fun, love as much as you can as often as you can, forgive, let go, be in the moment, etc. But I’ve realized that I myself haven’t really been doing any of that. In fact I’ve been fixating on some yucky things in my life. I’ve been blaming others for how I’m feeling about things they’ve done. I’ve been resenting people for not coming to my defense. I’ve been holding a grudge. In short, I’ve been playing the victim. And here’s the big thing, I’ve been playing that story over and over and over in my head.
The other day I started reading Breaking the Habit of Being Yourself by Dr. Joe Dispenza (HIGHLY recommend it btw…) and it was like I got hit over the head by that big old 2 x 4. I was like, ‘Holy s&*t! I’ve been doing that!’ Talk about NOT practicing what you preach. Reading this book has been a HUGE reminder of how we create our reality. How the way we carry ourselves every day, how the stories we tell over and over create our reality. Good and bad. Like I said, I was telling a certain story and realized I was manifesting some not so good stuff in my life.
The second thing I’m realizing I’m not doing right is that I’m not asking for help when I need it. Silly, I know, but I wasn’t really brought up in a family where you ask for help. Instead, you just quit your whining, put your big girl pants on and get over it. Now I get there is something to be said for that, because if you just put your big girl pants on and move on, you’re not telling the story over and over in your head. I guess my problem was that I didn’t really know I needed help. A conundrum as they say….
In my Mediumship class, we talk a LOT about prayer and how incredibly powerful it is. That’s always been a bit of a sticky point with me. I was brought up in a certain religion and have honestly found it hard to gel with some of the thinking. But lately, I’ve realized that prayer is what you want it to be. You don’t have to sit there and just say the Our Father and wait for something to happen. Instead, you can actually ask for things, and then…here’s a biggie…expect them to happen. So.
My lessons:
- Practice what you preach.
- Love. Forgive. Enjoy. Repeat.
- Ask for what you want…and…
Know that it is coming.
You’re welcome. 😉
Live and Learn in Munay