I know I’ve talked before about how when you give a session you get a session. Often, when I’m giving an Intuitive Coaching session or an Animal Reading the messages that come through for the client are also for me. Really cool and yet really annoying. That’s what happened the other day.
I was working with a client and one of the messages I was receiving for him was about leaving things from the past in the past. In other words, if there’s something that happened to you in the past, something that caused pain, or anger, or whatever, the worst thing you can do is try to understand why it happened. The worst thing you can do is to continue to wrestle with it in your now. Because when you do, when you focus on it at all, you just bring more of it to you. I’ll say it again.
By continuing to poke at that thing that happened in the past, you’re continuing to keep it active in your present.
Which is exactly what I’ve been doing. Something that happened to me several years ago every so often rears its ugly head. It did last week. When it originally happened, I actually became ill for several weeks after. I was so stressed by the situation that it was affecting me physically. Last week, when I was reminded of it, for some reason, I just couldn’t let it go. Again. Because every time this thing comes up, I spend some time hanging around with it. Silly and I know better, but I seem to do it anyway. (sigh.) As usual I started wondering how something like that happened. I started thinking about what I should have done, how I should have behaved, what I should have said. I started recreating it differently in my mind…in a way where I ‘won’ so to speak. I started to…and succeeded at…bringing it in to my now. And then I started feeling ill. I started having more trouble sleeping. I felt myself getting angry at really silly things.
So, the other day when I was on the phone with this client and the words italicized above start coming out of my mouth it dawned on me. Again. ‘Oh. Yea. This is for me too. Again.’
The good thing about these energies is that they never, ever give up… This time I’m hoping the message sticks. Enough.
Live and Learn in Munay.